I'll Never Drop My Sword

anyone else ever feel like everybody’s else’s lives are moving so much quicker? you don’t see someone for a month and they’re a different person. and it’s always positive things happening in their life. I’m fed up of being the only one who seems to be having an absolutely crappy time and being a total mess. maybe everybody else is better at holding it together than me, and I’m just weak. I’m sorry I’m taking more than a day to get over something horrible happening in my life. I know nothing lasts forever but when you’ve worked bloody hard to get to that its a long way to fall to the bottom again. There’s only so many fake smiles and faces I can do for people before I generally stop giving a shit. Maybe then I can stop feeling guilty or like a nuisance because I’m still upset.